Dearest (iii)

Today was extremely screwed up at the start and I must be the stupidest I've ever been in a very long time. I woke up 2 hours earlier to get ready for my training today, and I don't know for what reason I only manage to leave my house at 8am, and I need to reach by 9am. So I waited for bus 15 for say, 10 mins and there was no sign of the bus coming, and I decide to text HQ. So 10 mins into waiting for one bus, I walked back to my house and walked to the interchange to take bus 31. So the bus came and I happily board the bus without knowing that bus 31A stops at tanah merah, and by then I was already very frustrated with myself, and I don't know for what reason (again) I took another bus to go to bedok, alight, and take a cab to Parkway. I could have taken the cab at tanah merah, from tampines knowing that maybe I'll be late. And the whole damn trip to work costed me 10 over bucks. I know baby, I'm such a dumbf. And I swear I've never felt so lost and clueless that I decide to just take the damn cab.

Training was, lonely. Everyone had a friend our dear manager didn't call my friend. But I have nobody, except HQ during lunch, which was oh thank god. Honestly HQ's so damn sweet and I'm gonna put her as priority over you :) kidding.

I haven't studied, I'm lazy to even begin :(