Today was really hard to bear, and everything was very pathetic this morning - afternoon. I really wish I had you with me. I dare not tell you over the phone, dare not cry or make noise, because I don't want you to worry about me. These 2 days have not been good, and I only wish you were easier to reach. When everything felt so bleak, I resort to whispering your name and telling myself everything's fine. But I know its not, until you come and make everything alright again.
I met up with Lynette today, she got me fruit juice, m&m chocs in cute xmas container and the huge chupa chups, all came as surprises for me. That was really sweet, and for those times I forgot about everything. But when I'm on my way back again, the sorrow came back.
Sorry, I promised to be fine, but the emotions were hard to control.
Training's just tomorrow, thank god I have HQ to accompany me.
See you soon,
& sidetrack, thank you so much babe! :D
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