Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 in retrospect,
2008 has seen me survive my internship (where I met a horrible senior but really nice colleagues), get over people, get closer to the people around me and especially so for the case of my classmates, lesser but always memorable meetups with my 2 girls, survive through the number of projects that are always piling, quit and get another better paying job. It has seen me made big decisions before finally settling down. 2008 saw me have one of the best birthdays in my life, overseas trip without the family (read: hk trip), meet up sessions, have long conversations about what to do in life. 2008 also marked my last tertiary year. 2008, I made great friends, and lost a couple.
2008, as dramatic as this year may be, I've managed to live this year without regrets. I wouldn't change anything in the year given a chance to.
As 2008 draws to an end, I can only look forward to a better 2009.
New year resolutions?
I don't have one.
I don't believe in waiting for a new year to make changes in my life.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
thorns & roses
Everytime I think of it, I can't help but cry. I guess I've long forgotten how it is like to be in it. And to be honest, I wish that many years ago, I was wise enough to stop changes from happening. To bring this whole thing up again, I must say I totally regret how everything is now. Maybe if some things are not the way they are now, everything else will be different. I long for support as well.
I know I'm not the sweet talker, I know in bad situations I cannot bring myself to apologize. Perhaps my whole being has been instilled in your mind already. Like how you always say, "You won't do this you won't do that", its as if nothing I do can change my image in your mind anymore. But did you guys forget, I'm just human, and I've feelings.
Now sometimes I can only put myself to blame for whatever that happened.
I dwell over the past, and I allow myself to live in regrets. That's just me. And if any of you get to see this someday, trust me, I've tried to amend whatever I feel I've done wrong, and I don't feel good about all these either.
XXXmas!

Xmas 08 has been pretty well spent, I really love Christmas time its my favourite time of the year! :D
I met up with my two best friends on the 20th at downtown east for angus, thongs & perfect snogging, gift exchange, drinks, and dinner!

2. LOL at HQ
3. What's up cats?
4. BFF <3

2. Hope you like your jewellerybox & eyemask!
3. idk idk idk
4. Seriously, the present's way better than the watson's wrapper right?!

2. "Ok lah ok lah, I be shorter this time!"






2. My presentsss yay!
3. This is so damn cute it nods/shakes head in response to what I say.
4. + tee + card
As much as Christmas this year was quite awesome, it can definitely be better. I hate to say this, but all of a sudden, I don't feel like I belong here anymore. I dread coming home, I don't feel any love anymore. These few days I'm almost non existence, and this is making life so damn hard for me.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
B
Been there for 3 weeks now, and I've only come to realize today that the colleagues (well, so called) can be really fake. And by saying that, I'm trying to mean that only a handful of them are not double-faced. Some of them just disgust me the way they turn their back (for the matter, not when managers are around) and their smiles disappear in what, 0.1 second? And I'm not referring to those situations where the manager makes you do something stupid and you sulk behind her, because honestly I admit, I tend to do that - sulk when the manager's not looking when she makes me do something dumb.
And these days, I find myself walking around the store, sometimes aimlessly, putting back the books that are already in place. I just fiddle with the stuff or stare into space until I get something to do. Gosh.
And if things are not bad enough, I've got a paper cut on my index finger. And another small cut on my thumb. Yes, bring it on man.
Last week of hols, that's the only time to 'live in own world' until reality hits - the MST results, IAP, Gems (!!!)
Ohmygod.
Monday, December 15, 2008
w xmas?
Suddenly I've no idea what this Christmas is gonna bring. It is way different from what I initially planned it out to be. I've ranted over the same thing to 4 different people today and I still don't feel any better. I still feel very frustrated and having to wake up at 7am tmr doesn't help at all. And you know what, being broke is even worse.
Thank God for the few of you (you guys know who you are), the 2 best friend, and the special person and the family, they save me from insanity.
In the meantime, I hope life for you is better than me :)
Monday, December 8, 2008
been long,
Basically my life has been revolved around work & play these days. The MST papers are all over and as much as I'm glad I can put books down for some time, I totally dread getting back the results. And honestly, I don't mind having the MST rewinded :( I really want those AFA marks!
I've started work for more than a week now, and I'm glad to say I'm finally getting myself settled into the current situation. It has been quite busy these days cos of the festive season but honestly, I'm quite enjoying being at Information Counter. Having to repeat, "Hi thank you for calling _____" is somewhat tiring but fun, and meeting dumbf customers are worse but I'm willing to settle with all these. Come 7th Jan, my bank balance (as well as myself) will be beaming!
Christmas is coming, and I've been gift shopping and being very excited about it. My schedule book is totally packed with work and meetups and I love this whole feeling.
Goodnight for now, I'm very happy with life now.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
un
If nothingness comes out of us, who's going to continue to accompany me to stuff popeye's biscuit into my mouth in an attempt to compete to be the fastest eater, obviously knowing that the biscuit is hard to digest? Who's going to make a mess out of the whole place and say we eat like dogs? And who's going to let me poke and take retarded pictures with?
:(
Monday, December 1, 2008
Dearest (iii)
Training was, lonely. Everyone had a friend our dear manager didn't call my friend. But I have nobody, except HQ during lunch, which was oh thank god. Honestly HQ's so damn sweet and I'm gonna put her as priority over you :) kidding.
I haven't studied, I'm lazy to even begin :(
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Dearest (ii)
I met up with Lynette today, she got me fruit juice, m&m chocs in cute xmas container and the huge chupa chups, all came as surprises for me. That was really sweet, and for those times I forgot about everything. But when I'm on my way back again, the sorrow came back.
Sorry, I promised to be fine, but the emotions were hard to control.
Training's just tomorrow, thank god I have HQ to accompany me.
See you soon,
& sidetrack, thank you so much babe! :D
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Dearest (i)
Training's on mon, wish you were here. :(
Friday, November 28, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Please call, please call x203597
I'm suppose to be rushing my IAP, submission in 2 days time now, but I've just finished segment reporting (thanks babe and kel and J!) and I ought to take a break.
Today was really quite bad at the start. I haven't been talking to anyone in the house for 5 days now, and everything just suck. Sorry guys, that I threw tantrum/made you guys worried etc today, everything just came crashing down. And to the ass who allowed me to blog about him being angry with me, you are goddamn mean! :( heehee.
I need a break. And a job.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Zee - Oh - Oh !





Monday, November 17, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Jingle BELL!
Life is quite good now, amidst all the stress. The last thing to look forward to is Gems tmr. Chances are, Kitty or me will be picked to tell a story so I better keep my fingers crossed.
I really really cannot wait for Xmas, cannot wait to go xmas shopping to buy myself a santa hat.
2008 is coming to an end, so goddamn fast.
Saturday, November 8, 2008

Monday, November 3, 2008
Jeff's 19th!



&&& I found some really cute capsulesLOVE TODAY! :D
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Grumps!

Saturday, October 25, 2008
Proper.
We've been entertaining ourselves with Professor Layton and Curious Village, hella fun solving puzzles on long boring bus/train rides and time before movie session. I love!
Minesweeper is faulty so we've looked towards another game to entertain ourselves and bring us through the night simply because I don't like sleeping early even when I've nothing to do. Or even when I'm already tired. How retarded. YahooPool is like damn old school, but so damn fun shouting vulgarities in my head and sometimes to each other HAHAHA.
Got sleepshorts today in my favourite neighbourhood mall - Parkway! And we got similar flipbooks and I swear they are damn cute. You know those books with drawings and when you flip them it "moves"? Yeah damn cute, okay its pretty uncommon to me. Not noob.
Now, don't say I never update. There! :D
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thankyousweets!
Many times I think I was going to fall asleep but I was afraid that my pupils will dilate/constrict (whichever?) and the doctor will have to go about putting stinging eyedrops again. The lights got my eyes really uncomfortable :(
&&& just in case you were wondering, the doctor couldn't find anything in my eye, despite the very dorminant black streaks on Friday evening, so we all presume it has dissolved! We'll see how in the appointment 2 months from now. :)
Thank you J for being so encouraging and supportive and listening to me whine and complain, listen to me talk about the bad side of things etc, hard on you, but yay nothing's wrong now :)
& Babe and Kel! Babe you're like this best gf cos you always always ask! And everytime you do that, very heartwarming! And, like you say, if there's only one friendship that you can bring out of SP, it'll be ours, same here, forever. & Kel for being so sweet for asking as well, :)
Sometimes, it takes moments like these to make me further assure myself who truly cares for me. Of cos, all along, I've never doubted the 3 of your sincerity, you guys always bother :)
So, thank you.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
sickkk,
Having to wait till Monday to finally have a result sucks even more :(
Thursday, October 16, 2008
QTpie
And I love the bighearts shirt from the picture its damn cuteeee but not worth the price.
Still love the anchor printed top that I got for myself, heehee :)
OMG, this post is so bimbotic. Bye!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Bother,
Thanks for listening.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I do,
In your eyes I can see the love
I've been dreaming of
Baby all these while
I found something inside me change that day
I know I'll never be the same
You know I do
I want to spend my life with you
When I awake
I see your face everyday
Through the good and bad times
I'll be right there by your side
I just want to tell you
I love you
You know I do
Here we are face to face
We've travelled far and long to make it to this place
With this kiss we'll never be apart
We become one soul
One love one heart
Today becomes our special day
And all we have to do is say
You know I do
Monday, October 13, 2008
& seriously, I hate impolite people. Like, people who are really impolite and if you think you're one of the impolite people, then please refrain from asking any favours from me at all.
I've been shopping a lot lately. & I can't wait to meet up with YL & HQ! & our BKK trip, I think just by looking at pics I can imagine myself jumping from one bed to another. Okay, retarded.
Goodnight :)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
3rd

Babe did this. Damn cool, I like :)
So school starts tomorrow and I'm not excited at all, I just can't wait for before/after school planned activities this week!
& Babe and I started deciding some random stuff for our grad trip cos we have this goddamn cool hotel that I found and it better be gooodddddddd. BKK, here we come :D
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Gems
Today was fun, :)
Monday, October 6, 2008
LESSON
Thank God you'll understand, J :)
Can't wait to see you tmr babe! Need a new baggg hurhurhur.
Oh Loser,
Mondays are reserved for shopping and movie trips with Babe everytime she's free, Wednesdays start early so I think I'm gonna keep the excitement high on what's going to happen).
Hey you, thanks for insulting me last night :) You're just a bloody loser that can't move on, aww :)
I need new stuff for school, can't wait for tmr/weds/thurs! Yippieeee :D
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Final
One collage = 6 pictures :) Love love love the softwareee babe!
I'm craving for prata again! Yesterday's stayover was fun, especially watching J and Kel play metal slug, talking to themselves and really sending the rest of us laughing :) Love you guys, and the rest of the people, and I can't wait for moreeee!
Genes & You sounds like a very boring extra module that I'm going to take, I seriously have no idea why we have to pick things we have no interest in. :(
To more good times ahead bye! My finger is bloody blue black and its threatening to break. Drama.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
19th
Lynette - Babe I can't thank you enough for everything. The effort and the surprises and the present and the nicely done postcard. I swear I don't know what's wrong with me for being so goddamn dumb these couple of days! LOL at "is this the present? no lah hor?" thanks so much babeeeeeeee.
Kelvin - Thank you for being such a good sport, singing so loudly, always laughing at nothingness and cracking all of us up. Your presence says it all :)
Jeffrey - Thank you very much for the present, for the surprises because I've absorbed all your silliness and I can't guess anything right at all - you succeeded!, and just by being around :)





29th September - Some catching up and meeting up, love Alex's hair its so fun and ticklish heehee and I bought a bloody racer tunic/mini dress for 2 freaking dollars. It was in size M (way wrong size!) but I didn't care I just grab. I can wear it to sleep you know? :)
Today - I spent 1/4 of the first 40 mins of turning 19 crying like a baby, because I must be the most fortunate girl on earth. Thank you so much, you know who you are, and I've always appreciated all that you've put in me. If we have to put it in a way that you're such a lucky person, then I must be way luckier. Thank you for the surprise, which caught me offguard once again (how retarded!), for the present which was unexpected and overloading-ly sweet, and the postcard. I have no idea what else to say besides thank you, which I've already said alot of times today. You made me so happy :)
This kind of sums up my 19th birthday, and I can't wait for the meet up with my 2 best friends, you guys are still awesome in my heart. Won't make it this far without you two sweethearts. Very much looking forward to our HK trip!
& for all those who wished/remembered, thank you so much. :)
& thank you for the postcards - that's what I want this year most, so thank you for remembering.
Happy 19th Birthday, Self, be wise this year :)
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008
Phase GV
Having been in this job for a period close to 2 years (1 year 10+ months, to be exact), its inevitable there is some reluctance in me. But I'm sure, I'm sure all these will go away. :)
Through the job, I felt like I gain a whole load of good things - friends, experience etc. Some of the amazing people I met there, I made a promise to myself I'll keep them forever, in memory or otherwise. On a brief note - Aaron, ChunYou, GuanWen, JongShing, Larissa, Martin, Nicholas, RuiBing, Stalvin, Syarizal + the other not so close ones, thank you for making up a big part of my times in GV.
And of cos, the managers, particularly Henry the Bear, for making it easy for me!
In fact, GV has brought with it many happy memories as well. More often than not, the working hours in GV are spent in nothing short of splendid.
So, thank you so much, anyone and everything. :)
No, my leaving is nothing like the ties breaking sort, its very much a peaceful one. I'm not sure anything or anyone there will remember me, but really, I'll remember the details of the place vividly. :)
I'm glad to move on.
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Today was spent at Marina Square with KittyCat & HuiQi, having starbucks and then Jap food. We pass HuiQi her super belated birthday present, hope you like it baby :)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Anger management classes
And maybe I should really take up anger management classes. My level of frustration has been rising very often these days, and I swear a lot more. Sometimes I get angry to the extent that I start to feel my eyes wet.
Thanks babe and J :)
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I think tomorrow will be a good day with my favourite people cos with them, I feel at my best, always.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Larissa "act cute ah" Loh
Happy 19th Birthday.
Like I told you, I really miss those times at work, miss laughing at you and I even miss you laughing at me, saying "act cute ah" to me even when I do the simplest things. I miss how you'll buy me chicken rice and McDonalds. You're always so thoughtful, and most of the time, I know you'll give in to me. You'll let me take your shift sometimes, you'll come and talk to me. Thank you so much, the person who knows about my secrets in GV, knows about how I lust over a colleague, and knows about practically everything that has to do with my days there.
Happy Birthday, Larissa, and if there's one person I'll always remember walking out of GV knowing, it'll definitely be you.
Meow.
The suspense for the coming end of month is killing me. Then again, living in this "i know something but actually I don't" phase is quite good, after all, this feeling is quite rare. Yay.
I can't wait for the week ahead, its going to keep me busy. Monday is kept for meetups with all time favourite bitches and Tuesday is reserved for yet another sweet Bitch HAHA. Hardly can keep my excitement for next Saturday's gathering with the polymates!
I found more cute (overrated!) accessories online and I can continue forever, but I need to stop. Spending too much money is too scary now.
Goodnight, :)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
smack and bum!
Ohmygod, I can't wait for the weekends! :(
And I'm suffering from severe short term memory. Just 2 seconds ago, I remember what I've been trying to recall, and then I forget again. What's up yo.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
of fun and laughter
Because there was some time left before we head to meet different people, we decided to try clothes at Topshop. We picked some stuff, out of which one LOL sailormoon-like top was picked by her. I'm gonna get something from there soon heehee :D


Uploading pictures on Blogspot is such a difficult task. Everything's so messy. :(
And babe, you're going to hate me for this but this is my favourite picture and you allow me to blog it and not post it on friendster, here you go! :)

Love you babe! :D
Results are going to be out in a while. Hate hate hate it.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
The first
I love wordpress, but I think I would learn to like blogspot more. Expect more frequent updates :)