Dearest (ii)

Today was really hard to bear, and everything was very pathetic this morning - afternoon. I really wish I had you with me. I dare not tell you over the phone, dare not cry or make noise, because I don't want you to worry about me. These 2 days have not been good, and I only wish you were easier to reach. When everything felt so bleak, I resort to whispering your name and telling myself everything's fine. But I know its not, until you come and make everything alright again.

I met up with Lynette today, she got me fruit juice, m&m chocs in cute xmas container and the huge chupa chups, all came as surprises for me. That was really sweet, and for those times I forgot about everything. But when I'm on my way back again, the sorrow came back.

Sorry, I promised to be fine, but the emotions were hard to control.
Training's just tomorrow, thank god I have HQ to accompany me.

See you soon,

& sidetrack, thank you so much babe! :D

Dearest (i)

Today, I was a bum and I'm sorry I didn't study. Nothing could go in and I didn't want to do anything else but rot on the sofa/bed. We are merely 2 days away from the late night phone calls again, but today itself has already been miserable. Sorry I promised to be good, but my emotions have been so hard to control.

Training's on mon, wish you were here. :(

Today must be one of those rough days. Everything was so damn bad I've resorted to forms of destressing - crying. Right now I'm fine, just in case you're wondering.

Take care there, glad I had you with me today :)

Please call, please call x203597

Repeat after me: Please call, please call, its time to call. Really.

I'm suppose to be rushing my IAP, submission in 2 days time now, but I've just finished segment reporting (thanks babe and kel and J!) and I ought to take a break.

Today was really quite bad at the start. I haven't been talking to anyone in the house for 5 days now, and everything just suck. Sorry guys, that I threw tantrum/made you guys worried etc today, everything just came crashing down. And to the ass who allowed me to blog about him being angry with me, you are goddamn mean! :( heehee.

I need a break. And a job.

Zee - Oh - Oh !

I'm really bored now so here are some photos! :D

Some of the photos taken at the Zoo last weekend, save the animal shots taken by our photographer cum tourist. HAHA.

I'm guess I'm mentally prepared to humiliate myself tmr during Gems Test, God bless me. And I'm also mentally prepared for Mon and the upcoming months! :D

Go. MST in less than 2 weeks, gotta start studying, seriously! :(

I'm lazy to post Zoo pictures, and I've only edited one of the pics (see previous post);

I'm glad we crossed path, and I really hope our path will lead to the same future together.

Shall post up more pictures soon! :D

Jingle BELL!

Finally my CSB interview is over! As much as everything felt like such a screw up (what with my butt so close to sitting down before being told to and the clumsy kick-leg-with-own-leg-and-bleed drama) I'll really thankful I can put my mind at ease for this one. :) Babe was really kind to lend me her shirt and thanks for giving your virgin attempt at putting blusher for someone else to me, even though I was trying to smile while chewing my pear in the toilet. OMG.

Life is quite good now, amidst all the stress. The last thing to look forward to is Gems tmr. Chances are, Kitty or me will be picked to tell a story so I better keep my fingers crossed.

I really really cannot wait for Xmas, cannot wait to go xmas shopping to buy myself a santa hat.

2008 is coming to an end, so goddamn fast.

These past 2 days were very well spent, I like! :D

Photohunt at the arcade, spiking hair for Grumps in stores, book rental, craze over HelloKitty Capsules and finally getting the damn whole set, a lot of food, clearfolder search, Quantum of Solace, Popeyes (!!!) etc.

Speaking of HelloKitty Capsules, look at my full set!!! DAMN CUTE.

Got to start preparing for interview, shitting bricks already. GOODBYE! :D

Jeff's 19th!

3rd November,

Happy birthday Jeffrey :)

Happy 19th birthday to our favourite 'slow eater'.

Thanks for bringing the joy and laughter to the clique all these while. Hope you enjoy the surprises planned by us today! WE ALL LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU (sia!)

some other pics!

&&& I found some really cute capsules

LOVE TODAY! :D