you had me at hello

2009-01-31T07:46:00.000-08:00

Blogspot is not exactly user friendly for uploading pictures, so I've made an almost last move, don't kill me plssssssss. :D

I promise to give you the link when you ask! heeheee.

2009-01-25T08:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRRR! :D

& you're the best for giving me what I've always wanted for a longgggggggg time and finally we are making a decision to own it together wheeeee.

& this is my family hahahaha goodnight :D

22ndjan

2009-01-22T07:16:00.001-08:00

Happy 20th Birthday, Babe!

Whatever I want to say is straight from the letter already, i love you and you're important to me :)

From the bottom of my heart, I wanna say one thing:
Thank you lynette.

2009-01-15T07:48:00.001-08:00

Thank you for getting me Jumbo Hotdog & Nachos today. :D

8th Jan - better late than never,

2009-01-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

Happy 20th Birthday, Alex! :D

Dearest Alexandra Loh,

Thank you for being so nice to me all these while. You've truly been such a wonderful friend for the times since I met you. Thank you for always being there for me, even when everyone seems to boycott us and we are left to die ourselves (HAHA), even when being around me means that you'll be drawing yourself away from everyone else. Thank you for always giving your honest opinions cos that sometimes make him make better decisions.

You've seen me do the craziest things like accidentally putting cheese fries into my nose and for that we always laugh. Sometimes I feel like you almost made up 2 out of 3 years of my poly life. And I do feel that I have you to thank for all the happiness that I'm enjoying now (and I hope you get what I'm trying to say heehee)

So, dearest friend, thank you for being so awesome and for being with me through almost every thick & thin, and never once turn your back on me. For everything you've done for me or even simply put in effort for me, thank you so much. I really appreciate it, like just as much as I appreciate that I've met you in poly. You're truly one of the few people I feel that I can entrust my secrets with.

Happy 20th Birthday, Alex, you're still my wonderful friend even though you say you may not cry when I die one day. HAHA.

Have pics of NYE & Alex's 20th, but I'm too lazy, soon soon :D

2009-01-06T09:04:00.003-08:00

I've got my pay alreadyyyy wheeeeeee I'll have $$ for CNY CLOTHES

I LOVE YOU BYE! HAHA.

trouble,

2009-01-05T09:02:00.001-08:00

!!!!!!

Why not you just keep all your useless opinions to yourself?!

Randooooom,

2009-01-04T07:40:00.000-08:00

1/ My results are actually better than expected so wheeeeee! :D
2/ My head hurts.
3/ & the medication is making me drowsy whatever I'm doing, that sucks.
4/ I've to remember my MC tmr, otherwise I can't skip another Gems class
5/ PayDay sooonnnnn :D
6/ I just fixed the toy in the huge chupa chups babe got for me that time, THANKS! :D
7/ New school term - IAP starts again
8/ ... So I'm back to casting now.

Have a good week ahead everyone :D

2008 in retrospect,

2008-12-31T23:34:00.000-08:00

I can't help but be amazed at what 2008 has brought me.

2008 has seen me survive my internship (where I met a horrible senior but really nice colleagues), get over people, get closer to the people around me and especially so for the case of my classmates, lesser but always memorable meetups with my 2 girls, survive through the number of projects that are always piling, quit and get another better paying job. It has seen me made big decisions before finally settling down. 2008 saw me have one of the best birthdays in my life, overseas trip without the family (read: hk trip), meet up sessions, have long conversations about what to do in life. 2008 also marked my last tertiary year. 2008, I made great friends, and lost a couple.

2008, as dramatic as this year may be, I've managed to live this year without regrets. I wouldn't change anything in the year given a chance to.

As 2008 draws to an end, I can only look forward to a better 2009.

New year resolutions?
I don't have one.
I don't believe in waiting for a new year to make changes in my life.

thorns & roses

2008-12-25T08:55:00.000-08:00

I saw the photos tonight, and I'm glad that you 2 had fun today. I'm glad that you've each other for support whenever a situation takes place. But I'm never in that "zone" that probably had been created. I'm beginning to see that I'm outside, and that when situations happen, some invisible band draws across us and I'm like a complete stranger.

Everytime I think of it, I can't help but cry. I guess I've long forgotten how it is like to be in it. And to be honest, I wish that many years ago, I was wise enough to stop changes from happening. To bring this whole thing up again, I must say I totally regret how everything is now. Maybe if some things are not the way they are now, everything else will be different. I long for support as well.

I know I'm not the sweet talker, I know in bad situations I cannot bring myself to apologize. Perhaps my whole being has been instilled in your mind already. Like how you always say, "You won't do this you won't do that", its as if nothing I do can change my image in your mind anymore. But did you guys forget, I'm just human, and I've feelings.

Now sometimes I can only put myself to blame for whatever that happened.

I dwell over the past, and I allow myself to live in regrets. That's just me. And if any of you get to see this someday, trust me, I've tried to amend whatever I feel I've done wrong, and I don't feel good about all these either.

XXXmas!

2008-12-25T08:03:00.001-08:00

Hello there, its been a long time since there are pictures posted here! Chalet pics + Xmas 08 :D

Just 2 from 01's class chalet

Xmas 08 has been pretty well spent, I really love Christmas time its my favourite time of the year! :D

I met up with my two best friends on the 20th at downtown east for angus, thongs & perfect snogging, gift exchange, drinks, and dinner!

1. LOL at HQ
2. LOL at HQ
3. What's up cats?
4. BFF <3

1. Thanks for the brown wallet! :D
2. Hope you like your jewellerybox & eyemask!
3. idk idk idk
4. Seriously, the present's way better than the watson's wrapper right?!

3. "Wah lao! Eunice, you really very tall leh!"
2. "Ok lah ok lah, I be shorter this time!"

LOL at these pictures reallyyyy.

4. Sorry, Alv*n! :D

Caption says it all :D :D :D

Thanks for the really beautiful card.

1. ANGELA!! show these to ALEX! there are coins insideeee :D
2. My presentsss yay!
3. This is so damn cute it nods/shakes head in response to what I say.
4. + tee + card

As much as Christmas this year was quite awesome, it can definitely be better. I hate to say this, but all of a sudden, I don't feel like I belong here anymore. I dread coming home, I don't feel any love anymore. These few days I'm almost non existence, and this is making life so damn hard for me.

And, arguing over MSN is the worst thing on earth. Who the heck quarrels over freaking internet?

I wish you understood me better. :(

Happy belated Christmas, 2009 must be better for me already :(

B

2008-12-21T08:21:00.001-08:00

This is about work and I'm going to rant so continue reading if you absolutely want to,

Been there for 3 weeks now, and I've only come to realize today that the colleagues (well, so called) can be really fake. And by saying that, I'm trying to mean that only a handful of them are not double-faced. Some of them just disgust me the way they turn their back (for the matter, not when managers are around) and their smiles disappear in what, 0.1 second? And I'm not referring to those situations where the manager makes you do something stupid and you sulk behind her, because honestly I admit, I tend to do that - sulk when the manager's not looking when she makes me do something dumb.

And these days, I find myself walking around the store, sometimes aimlessly, putting back the books that are already in place. I just fiddle with the stuff or stare into space until I get something to do. Gosh.

And if things are not bad enough, I've got a paper cut on my index finger. And another small cut on my thumb. Yes, bring it on man.

Last week of hols, that's the only time to 'live in own world' until reality hits - the MST results, IAP, Gems (!!!)

Ohmygod.

w xmas?

2008-12-15T08:08:00.000-08:00

Today must be one of those fckedup days that I wanna scream into my pillow.

Suddenly I've no idea what this Christmas is gonna bring. It is way different from what I initially planned it out to be. I've ranted over the same thing to 4 different people today and I still don't feel any better. I still feel very frustrated and having to wake up at 7am tmr doesn't help at all. And you know what, being broke is even worse.

Thank God for the few of you (you guys know who you are), the 2 best friend, and the special person and the family, they save me from insanity.

In the meantime, I hope life for you is better than me :)

been long,

2008-12-08T08:23:00.001-08:00

Its been some time!

Basically my life has been revolved around work & play these days. The MST papers are all over and as much as I'm glad I can put books down for some time, I totally dread getting back the results. And honestly, I don't mind having the MST rewinded :( I really want those AFA marks!

I've started work for more than a week now, and I'm glad to say I'm finally getting myself settled into the current situation. It has been quite busy these days cos of the festive season but honestly, I'm quite enjoying being at Information Counter. Having to repeat, "Hi thank you for calling _____" is somewhat tiring but fun, and meeting dumbf customers are worse but I'm willing to settle with all these. Come 7th Jan, my bank balance (as well as myself) will be beaming!

Christmas is coming, and I've been gift shopping and being very excited about it. My schedule book is totally packed with work and meetups and I love this whole feeling.

Goodnight for now, I'm very happy with life now.

un

2008-12-02T09:10:00.000-08:00

If nothingness comes out of us, who's going to continue to accompany me to stuff popeye's biscuit into my mouth in an attempt to compete to be the fastest eater, obviously knowing that the biscuit is hard to digest? Who's going to make a mess out of the whole place and say we eat like dogs? And who's going to let me poke and take retarded pictures with?

Dearest (iii)

2008-12-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

Today was extremely screwed up at the start and I must be the stupidest I've ever been in a very long time. I woke up 2 hours earlier to get ready for my training today, and I don't know for what reason I only manage to leave my house at 8am, and I need to reach by 9am. So I waited for bus 15 for say, 10 mins and there was no sign of the bus coming, and I decide to text HQ. So 10 mins into waiting for one bus, I walked back to my house and walked to the interchange to take bus 31. So the bus came and I happily board the bus without knowing that bus 31A stops at tanah merah, and by then I was already very frustrated with myself, and I don't know for what reason (again) I took another bus to go to bedok, alight, and take a cab to Parkway. I could have taken the cab at tanah merah, from tampines knowing that maybe I'll be late. And the whole damn trip to work costed me 10 over bucks. I know baby, I'm such a dumbf. And I swear I've never felt so lost and clueless that I decide to just take the damn cab.

Training was, lonely. Everyone had a friend our dear manager didn't call my friend. But I have nobody, except HQ during lunch, which was oh thank god. Honestly HQ's so damn sweet and I'm gonna put her as priority over you :) kidding.

I haven't studied, I'm lazy to even begin :(

Dearest (ii)

2008-11-30T05:32:00.000-08:00

Today was really hard to bear, and everything was very pathetic this morning - afternoon. I really wish I had you with me. I dare not tell you over the phone, dare not cry or make noise, because I don't want you to worry about me. These 2 days have not been good, and I only wish you were easier to reach. When everything felt so bleak, I resort to whispering your name and telling myself everything's fine. But I know its not, until you come and make everything alright again.

I met up with Lynette today, she got me fruit juice, m&m chocs in cute xmas container and the huge chupa chups, all came as surprises for me. That was really sweet, and for those times I forgot about everything. But when I'm on my way back again, the sorrow came back.

Sorry, I promised to be fine, but the emotions were hard to control.
Training's just tomorrow, thank god I have HQ to accompany me.

See you soon,

& sidetrack, thank you so much babe! :D

Dearest (i)

2008-11-29T06:51:00.000-08:00

Today, I was a bum and I'm sorry I didn't study. Nothing could go in and I didn't want to do anything else but rot on the sofa/bed. We are merely 2 days away from the late night phone calls again, but today itself has already been miserable. Sorry I promised to be good, but my emotions have been so hard to control.

Training's on mon, wish you were here. :(

2008-11-28T08:51:00.000-08:00

Today must be one of those rough days. Everything was so damn bad I've resorted to forms of destressing - crying. Right now I'm fine, just in case you're wondering.

Take care there, glad I had you with me today :)

Please call, please call x203597

2008-11-25T08:50:00.000-08:00

Repeat after me: Please call, please call, its time to call. Really.

I'm suppose to be rushing my IAP, submission in 2 days time now, but I've just finished segment reporting (thanks babe and kel and J!) and I ought to take a break.

Today was really quite bad at the start. I haven't been talking to anyone in the house for 5 days now, and everything just suck. Sorry guys, that I threw tantrum/made you guys worried etc today, everything just came crashing down. And to the ass who allowed me to blog about him being angry with me, you are goddamn mean! :( heehee.

I need a break. And a job.

Zee - Oh - Oh !

2008-11-20T09:12:00.001-08:00

I'm really bored now so here are some photos! :D

Some of the photos taken at the Zoo last weekend, save the animal shots taken by our photographer cum tourist. HAHA.

I'm guess I'm mentally prepared to humiliate myself tmr during Gems Test, God bless me. And I'm also mentally prepared for Mon and the upcoming months! :D

Go. MST in less than 2 weeks, gotta start studying, seriously! :(

2008-11-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

I'm lazy to post Zoo pictures, and I've only edited one of the pics (see previous post);

I'm glad we crossed path, and I really hope our path will lead to the same future together.

2008-11-15T09:25:00.000-08:00

Shall post up more pictures soon! :D

Jingle BELL!

2008-11-13T07:39:00.000-08:00

Finally my CSB interview is over! As much as everything felt like such a screw up (what with my butt so close to sitting down before being told to and the clumsy kick-leg-with-own-leg-and-bleed drama) I'll really thankful I can put my mind at ease for this one. :) Babe was really kind to lend me her shirt and thanks for giving your virgin attempt at putting blusher for someone else to me, even though I was trying to smile while chewing my pear in the toilet. OMG.

Life is quite good now, amidst all the stress. The last thing to look forward to is Gems tmr. Chances are, Kitty or me will be picked to tell a story so I better keep my fingers crossed.

I really really cannot wait for Xmas, cannot wait to go xmas shopping to buy myself a santa hat.

2008 is coming to an end, so goddamn fast.

2008-11-08T07:49:00.000-08:00

These past 2 days were very well spent, I like! :D

Photohunt at the arcade, spiking hair for Grumps in stores, book rental, craze over HelloKitty Capsules and finally getting the damn whole set, a lot of food, clearfolder search, Quantum of Solace, Popeyes (!!!) etc.

Speaking of HelloKitty Capsules, look at my full set!!! DAMN CUTE.

Got to start preparing for interview, shitting bricks already. GOODBYE! :D

Jeff's 19th!

2008-11-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

3rd November,

Happy birthday Jeffrey :)

Happy 19th birthday to our favourite 'slow eater'.

Thanks for bringing the joy and laughter to the clique all these while. Hope you enjoy the surprises planned by us today! WE ALL LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU (sia!)

some other pics!

&&& I found some really cute capsules

LOVE TODAY! :D

Grumps!

2008-10-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

Meet Grumps. :)

The 3rd week of school is almost over now, and I think the most dreadful thing about school is having to wake up for a 8am class, and having to reach there on time. Morning trainrides are a killer, largely due to morning mood.

Can't wait for this weekend.

The world is so money-driven :(

Proper.

2008-10-25T10:42:00.000-07:00

Life's been treating me good these couple of days and I'm really happy and thankful for that. This last semester in SP is passing really fast and we're welcoming the 3rd week already. Won't say I'm very excited to graduate, because I'll definitely, like many others, miss SP and its people a hell load! The only thing I'm excited about graduation is probably the post grad BKK trip planned in the head. Food and shopping double yay! :D And the absolutely cutesy inn! Heehee.

We've been entertaining ourselves with Professor Layton and Curious Village, hella fun solving puzzles on long boring bus/train rides and time before movie session. I love!

Minesweeper is faulty so we've looked towards another game to entertain ourselves and bring us through the night simply because I don't like sleeping early even when I've nothing to do. Or even when I'm already tired. How retarded. YahooPool is like damn old school, but so damn fun shouting vulgarities in my head and sometimes to each other HAHAHA.

Got sleepshorts today in my favourite neighbourhood mall - Parkway! And we got similar flipbooks and I swear they are damn cute. You know those books with drawings and when you flip them it "moves"? Yeah damn cute, okay its pretty uncommon to me. Not noob.

Now, don't say I never update. There! :D

Thankyousweets!

2008-10-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

The check up today took 5 and a half hours of waiting time, !!!

Many times I think I was going to fall asleep but I was afraid that my pupils will dilate/constrict (whichever?) and the doctor will have to go about putting stinging eyedrops again. The lights got my eyes really uncomfortable :(

&&& just in case you were wondering, the doctor couldn't find anything in my eye, despite the very dorminant black streaks on Friday evening, so we all presume it has dissolved! We'll see how in the appointment 2 months from now. :)

Thank you J for being so encouraging and supportive and listening to me whine and complain, listen to me talk about the bad side of things etc, hard on you, but yay nothing's wrong now :)

& Babe and Kel! Babe you're like this best gf cos you always always ask! And everytime you do that, very heartwarming! And, like you say, if there's only one friendship that you can bring out of SP, it'll be ours, same here, forever. & Kel for being so sweet for asking as well, :)

Sometimes, it takes moments like these to make me further assure myself who truly cares for me. Of cos, all along, I've never doubted the 3 of your sincerity, you guys always bother :)

So, thank you.

sickkk,

2008-10-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

Being physically unwell sucks.
Having to wait till Monday to finally have a result sucks even more :(

QTpie

2008-10-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

After school today was Topshop Sales shopping and I got myself the top that I wanted (all thanks to J and Kel for reserving it for me, otherwise it may be gone by the time I reach heehee) so I'm duper happy and as usual, it was really fun trying clothes with Babe. We always pick stupid things that we know we won't buy cos we'll never wear it out.

And I love the bighearts shirt from the picture its damn cuteeee but not worth the price.

Still love the anchor printed top that I got for myself, heehee :)

OMG, this post is so bimbotic. Bye!

Bother,

2008-10-15T09:07:00.001-07:00

I feel like I need to rant to someone who'll tell me "don't worry too much don't think too much!" because everything seems to play out properly. :( this is so bothersome, its killing.

Thanks for listening.

QT

2008-10-14T11:18:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I have my insecurities, but you always understand.

I do,

2008-10-14T10:32:00.001-07:00

I know we met somewhere before

It looks like destiny brought you to my door
In your eyes I can see the love
I've been dreaming of
Baby all these while

I found something inside me change that day
I know I'll never be the same

You know I do
I want to spend my life with you
When I awake
I see your face everyday
Through the good and bad times
I'll be right there by your side
I just want to tell you
I love you
You know I do

Here we are face to face
We've travelled far and long to make it to this place
With this kiss we'll never be apart
We become one soul
One love one heart

Today becomes our special day
And all we have to do is say

You know I do

I want to spend my life with you

When I awakeI see your face everyday

Through the good and bad times

I'll be right there by your side

I just want to tell you

I love you

You know I do

2008-10-13T10:42:00.001-07:00

School started today, slightly better than expected. I'm glad to be back with familiar faces tmr! :D

& seriously, I hate impolite people. Like, people who are really impolite and if you think you're one of the impolite people, then please refrain from asking any favours from me at all.

I've been shopping a lot lately. & I can't wait to meet up with YL & HQ! & our BKK trip, I think just by looking at pics I can imagine myself jumping from one bed to another. Okay, retarded.

Goodnight :)

3rd

2008-10-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

Babe did this. Damn cool, I like :)

So school starts tomorrow and I'm not excited at all, I just can't wait for before/after school planned activities this week!

& Babe and I started deciding some random stuff for our grad trip cos we have this goddamn cool hotel that I found and it better be gooodddddddd. BKK, here we come :D

Gems

2008-10-08T10:40:00.001-07:00

The Gems registration has got me (and many others, I believe) very frustated and gan-chiong. I think I've underestimated the "charm" of Genes & You cos I've tried quite a many times but I'm not fated to it. So I got into Effective Speaking Skills, together with my fellow negotiation partner HAHAHA. Not excited at all.

Today was fun, :)

LESSON

2008-10-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

URGHHHHHH OMGGGG SCREW ITTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

Thank God you'll understand, J :)

Can't wait to see you tmr babe! Need a new baggg hurhurhur.

Oh Loser,

2008-10-06T08:38:00.001-07:00

One more week and the new semester starts. Look how time flies it still feels like we just landed in Singapore from HK, hee :D

Mondays are reserved for shopping and movie trips with Babe everytime she's free, Wednesdays start early so I think I'm gonna keep the excitement high on what's going to happen).

Hey you, thanks for insulting me last night :) You're just a bloody loser that can't move on, aww :)

I need new stuff for school, can't wait for tmr/weds/thurs! Yippieeee :D

Final

2008-10-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

These couple of days kept me occupied in the best possible ways. Our final semester timetable is out, and the biggest reason why it sucks is because I have to go school everyday. :( Enough of all that whining that took place for the whole night the very day I checked my timetable, here are some overdue pictures of SamChan and I when we met up,

One collage = 6 pictures :) Love love love the softwareee babe!

I'm craving for prata again! Yesterday's stayover was fun, especially watching J and Kel play metal slug, talking to themselves and really sending the rest of us laughing :) Love you guys, and the rest of the people, and I can't wait for moreeee!

Genes & You sounds like a very boring extra module that I'm going to take, I seriously have no idea why we have to pick things we have no interest in. :(

To more good times ahead bye! My finger is bloody blue black and its threatening to break. Drama.

19th

2008-09-30T09:52:00.000-07:00

Half an hour past 30Sept, I got a handmade card from my sister, and I was really touched.

One hour 10 mins past 30Sept, I got a phone call from my dear Kitty Cat, apologizing that she didn't keep track of the date (not that she forgot my birthday, how silly of me to think of that initially).

& so, 30Sept08 ended on a happy note. :)

Thank you guys, for the night picnic on Saturday, all the effort and planning - very appreciated :)

Alex - 've thanked you alot, and still going to thank you now for the effort in planning something like this for us, and the nuggets, and the sushi, and the present :D and then obviously for all that effort and hardwork the next day!
Lynette - Babe I can't thank you enough for everything. The effort and the surprises and the present and the nicely done postcard. I swear I don't know what's wrong with me for being so goddamn dumb these couple of days! LOL at "is this the present? no lah hor?" thanks so much babeeeeeeee.

Angela - Thank you for the postcard, the present and all the effort that you've put in as well :)
Kelvin - Thank you for being such a good sport, singing so loudly, always laughing at nothingness and cracking all of us up. Your presence says it all :)
Jeffrey - Thank you very much for the present, for the surprises because I've absorbed all your silliness and I can't guess anything right at all - you succeeded!, and just by being around :)

Thank you so much :) I had a wonderful day!

28th September - I had many surprises from the 2 sweethearts, and you guys know which one is my biggest surprise! I swear when the door open and I saw his face/heard his voice, I wanted to cry like a baby. And the following surprises - the chicken chop and fake home cooked onion rings (LOL!), the present finding where I once again showed how retarded I can get, the CD that made me LOL super badly at A's, cried (again) at J's and can barely hear Babe's so I'm gonna get it from you again. Thank youuuu super plenty, all that effort.

29th September - Some catching up and meeting up, love Alex's hair its so fun and ticklish heehee and I bought a bloody racer tunic/mini dress for 2 freaking dollars. It was in size M (way wrong size!) but I didn't care I just grab. I can wear it to sleep you know? :)

Today - I spent 1/4 of the first 40 mins of turning 19 crying like a baby, because I must be the most fortunate girl on earth. Thank you so much, you know who you are, and I've always appreciated all that you've put in me. If we have to put it in a way that you're such a lucky person, then I must be way luckier. Thank you for the surprise, which caught me offguard once again (how retarded!), for the present which was unexpected and overloading-ly sweet, and the postcard. I have no idea what else to say besides thank you, which I've already said alot of times today. You made me so happy :)

This kind of sums up my 19th birthday, and I can't wait for the meet up with my 2 best friends, you guys are still awesome in my heart. Won't make it this far without you two sweethearts. Very much looking forward to our HK trip!

& for all those who wished/remembered, thank you so much. :)

& thank you for the postcards - that's what I want this year most, so thank you for remembering.

Happy 19th Birthday, Self, be wise this year :)

6

2008-09-27T11:44:00.000-07:00

Everything that made my day, thanks guys :)

+ more about Sentosa soon!

2008-09-24T22:12:00.000-07:00

25th September,

Happy Birthday, Dear Friend :)

Its a pity we only got close in the third year of tertiary life, but they say, its better late than never. Even though the times spent together is still considerably short, I'm very much thankful for the care and concern you've provided me. I'm glad to know that I'll have one friend who'll be there for me, hear my secrets and keep them for me, make me feel better when I'm upside down and definitely, one good friend that I'll keep even after graduating.

Miss those times the 4 of us spent together, and frankly, I can't wait for more of those enjoyable moments together. The remaining times in polytechnic will stay good with me *winkswinks*.

Always remember, like I've said before, I'll be here for you, and I promise a good listening ear everytime you feel upset, I promise a good shopping companion - online or offline, I promise a good friend who'll go through the remaining times in poly with you.

Thank you, for being around me those times that passed, Angela.

Phase GV

2008-09-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

If there was another chance and any other options, I'd definitely put my current decision last.

Having been in this job for a period close to 2 years (1 year 10+ months, to be exact), its inevitable there is some reluctance in me. But I'm sure, I'm sure all these will go away. :)

Through the job, I felt like I gain a whole load of good things - friends, experience etc. Some of the amazing people I met there, I made a promise to myself I'll keep them forever, in memory or otherwise. On a brief note - Aaron, ChunYou, GuanWen, JongShing, Larissa, Martin, Nicholas, RuiBing, Stalvin, Syarizal + the other not so close ones, thank you for making up a big part of my times in GV.

And of cos, the managers, particularly Henry the Bear, for making it easy for me!

In fact, GV has brought with it many happy memories as well. More often than not, the working hours in GV are spent in nothing short of splendid.

So, thank you so much, anyone and everything. :)

No, my leaving is nothing like the ties breaking sort, its very much a peaceful one. I'm not sure anything or anyone there will remember me, but really, I'll remember the details of the place vividly. :)

I'm glad to move on.

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Today was spent at Marina Square with KittyCat & HuiQi, having starbucks and then Jap food. We pass HuiQi her super belated birthday present, hope you like it baby :)

Anger management classes

2008-09-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to believe I'm pretty jinx-ed in many ways.

And maybe I should really take up anger management classes. My level of frustration has been rising very often these days, and I swear a lot more. Sometimes I get angry to the extent that I start to feel my eyes wet.

Thanks babe and J :)

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I think tomorrow will be a good day with my favourite people cos with them, I feel at my best, always.

certain

2008-09-20T10:46:00.001-07:00

jinx-ed. :(

what is wrong with everyone tonight?!?!?!

Larissa "act cute ah" Loh

2008-09-19T08:46:00.002-07:00

And to my dearest GV friend, the very person who taught me the phrase "act cute ah" and got me addicted to it for some moment, and the best person to laugh with and make fun of during work hours,

Happy 19th Birthday.

Like I told you, I really miss those times at work, miss laughing at you and I even miss you laughing at me, saying "act cute ah" to me even when I do the simplest things. I miss how you'll buy me chicken rice and McDonalds. You're always so thoughtful, and most of the time, I know you'll give in to me. You'll let me take your shift sometimes, you'll come and talk to me. Thank you so much, the person who knows about my secrets in GV, knows about how I lust over a colleague, and knows about practically everything that has to do with my days there.

Happy Birthday, Larissa, and if there's one person I'll always remember walking out of GV knowing, it'll definitely be you.

Meow.

2008-09-19T08:46:00.001-07:00

Its almost 12 midnight, and my dearest Kitty Cat is walking home from the ATM, all thanks to ib's failure to send otp to her handphone and me being miserably broke :( Thanks KittyCat, you fought the dark and the cockroaches and rats. Haha.

The suspense for the coming end of month is killing me. Then again, living in this "i know something but actually I don't" phase is quite good, after all, this feeling is quite rare. Yay.

I can't wait for the week ahead, its going to keep me busy. Monday is kept for meetups with all time favourite bitches and Tuesday is reserved for yet another sweet Bitch HAHA. Hardly can keep my excitement for next Saturday's gathering with the polymates!

I found more cute (overrated!) accessories online and I can continue forever, but I need to stop. Spending too much money is too scary now.

Goodnight, :)

smack and bum!

2008-09-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

I basically spent my day bumming around the house, before dinner at Bugis. And I have nothing planned later. How freaking pathetic. I'm expecting another day wasted waking up at 1pm, reading and surfing the net. Need a life soon.

Ohmygod, I can't wait for the weekends! :(

And I'm suffering from severe short term memory. Just 2 seconds ago, I remember what I've been trying to recall, and then I forget again. What's up yo.

of fun and laughter

2008-09-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today I met up with Lynette to pass her some stuff. We had Popeyes, which was really delicious and I think I can eat two combos at a go. We sat and chat at Popeyes cos it was pretty quiet and empty and we always have fun. :)

Because there was some time left before we head to meet different people, we decided to try clothes at Topshop. We picked some stuff, out of which one LOL sailormoon-like top was picked by her. I'm gonna get something from there soon heehee :D

Uploading pictures on Blogspot is such a difficult task. Everything's so messy. :(

And babe, you're going to hate me for this but this is my favourite picture and you allow me to blog it and not post it on friendster, here you go! :)

Love you babe! :D

Results are going to be out in a while. Hate hate hate it.

The first

2008-09-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

Shifting back to blogspot, I must say, feels quite good. After all, I started blogging using blogspot way way back in secondary school. I think it'd be quite amusing if I find my previous urls, and although I can barely remember at all, I'm betting the urls, posts and layouts are hilarious.

I love wordpress, but I think I would learn to like blogspot more. Expect more frequent updates :)